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There's a hacker lurking around dA that will change your password and put Thomas the tank pics in your Sta.sh and post innapropriate pics on your account.


They will post bad pics only if they hack your account. If they found out you posted a journal entry about this warning, they will know what's up and they won't hack your account. They will also be posting journal entries saying things like "I hate you all! Go die!" and remove all your watchers. The best thing you could do now is copy this warning and post for all your friends and watchers to see and spread the word! The hacker will go around hacking accounts and block your friends to get your friends to block you back, get you in trouble, and get you banned from dA.

If you want to save your account, you should make a journal entry with this warning to keep the hacker from hacking your account. So, SPREAD THE WORD!
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Where is My Mind by The Pixies
  • Reading: The Road by Cormac McCarthy
  • Watching: your mom in the shower
  • Playing: Mount & Blade: Warband
  • Eating: ham sandwich
  • Drinking: milk
How attractive you are:
[] Ew not really
[] Gross
[] Ugly
[] You're ok
[] Alright getting better
[] Cute
[] Gorgeous/beautiful
[] Hot!!! B)
[] Perfect~ 
[] I honestly don't know what you look like! :I

What we'd look like in a picture:
[] Normal
[] Holding hands
[] Pulling faces
[] Couple poses

Where I'd get your named tattooed on me:

[] My wrist
[] My leg
[] My belly
[] My back
[] My neck
[] My foot
[] My ankle


What we'd do if we lived together:

[] Party, party, party!!!
[] Eat ice cream for breakfast
[] Have pillow fights
[] Go to the bedroom~ 
[] Have movie nights 
[] Cuddle and kiss~
[] Not live together in the first place...
[] Do whatever you wanna do
[] Do stuff...

What I'd do if you snuck into my room at night:

[] Scream!
[] Tell you to get out
[] Grin mischievously
[] Watch movies with you
[] Let you stay the night 
[] Kiss/cuddle you
[] Blush
[] Attack you

What I'd do to you in the rain:
[] Push you into a puddle
[] Kiss you
[] Hold you close
[] Let you under my umbrella 
[] Give you my jacket 
[] Jump on your back
[] Run away
[] Start to sing randomly
[] Dance with you

What I'd do if I saw you naked:
[] Walk out of the room scarred for life
[] Smirk and laugh
[] Take a picture 
[] Just stand there awkwardly
[] Say, "What the hell?! Get some clothes on!"
[] Blush
[] Walk out as if nothing happened B)
[] Scare you
[] Take your clothes 
[] I'd be petrified

What I'd do if we kissed:
[] Smile and blush
[] Be surprised 
[] Push you away
[] Pull you closer
[] Bite your lip so you'd bleed 
[] Wonder if we would kiss again
[] Slap yo' face!
[] Freak out, squeal and run around
[] Off to the bedroom~

You should...
[] 1. Be my friend
[] 2. Comment to my profile more
[] 3. Watch me
[] 4. Note me
[] 5. Put this as your journal so I can comment too
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Where is My Mind by The Pixies
  • Reading: The Road by Cormac McCarthy
  • Watching: your mom in the shower
  • Playing: Mount & Blade: Warband
  • Eating: ham sandwich
  • Drinking: milk

America is an overly purebred dog,

With rheumy eyes,

Arthritic knees,

And a coat designed to be pretty,

But was ruined along the way.


The dog is ferocious,

A good hunter,

But with eyes so filled with overactive tear glands,

That it can scarcely tell the difference between

The decadent flesh of prosperity

And the rotting flesh of a broken society

Until it’s digesting it.


Its arthritic knees

Are twisted so strangely that it runs absurdly fast,

But, although it can tell that it’s going down the wrong road,

It can’t turn off of it.


America’s coat may be beautiful at first glance,

Convincing the onlooker that it is healthy,

But anyone who has ever seen a healthy dog

can tell that America is in the process of dying.

The swollen organs pushing at the thin, matted fur

Gives way to her illusion of grandeur.


God, how I miss the majestic beast of the past,

A grand creature that could snap a fish out of a river like lightning

As easily as it comforted every child that came across it.

America used to be beautiful,

But because of the meddling of past and present generations,

The American breed that I was never alive to witness

Has died out.


I miss you more than breathing itself,

But I don’t know who I miss.

If I missed the person I see now,

I would speak with it,

But I miss you.

I miss smelling your hair,

Holding you close,

Resting my head on your shoulder,

Squeezing your hand;

I miss idealism.


I miss the thought of you,

The girl I may have loved.

I miss the safety of your arms,

The precise way your chest rose and fell,

I miss when you used to look at me without pain in your eyes.

I miss being able to speak around you.

I miss my goddess.


I miss flawlessness.

I miss wonder,

I miss wanting you near me every second of the day,

I miss being able to speak to you.

Not some stranger

That I want nothing to do with.

I miss you,

The girl I fell in love with,

Not you,

The girl I can’t make eye contact with.


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(Contains: violence/gore and ideologically sensitive material)

Somehow,

I don’t feel okay.

Despite, but not to spite, the people that love me, the talent and intelligence I’ve been

Cursed with

I’m halfway to hell.


He loves me

And I can’t stand his presence.

His voice only offers praise,

But I’d rather shove pencils in my ears

Than have to hear him speak again.


Maybe this is what I need.

A nice weekend without him,

A weekend to release tension.

Then,

When the devil returns to my home,

I’ll have enough strength to keep him away.

Maybe I’ll be able to say what I need to say,

To stay rational, not angry,

But not warm enough

For him to be able to stoke my fire into burning myself.


You want to know why I feel this way, don’t you?

And the very reason that I do:

Is the reason why I won’t tell you.

You ask, and you don’t care,

Or at least I don’t want you to.

I want you gone,

But before you leave.

I don’t want you to feel anything for me,

Well, nothing that I don’t feel for you.

I need you gone

But before you go,

Don’t try to tell me goodbye.


I’ve been cursed with gifts.


My talent is a call,

And for me to have the gall

To deny it would be to deny my own potential, myself

But to do what I love

Would be to deny my future.

I don’t want to be able to control;

I want to be able to feel.

I don’t want to make people feel pity for me;

I want them to simply enjoy my presence.

To me, having an uncertain future

Is akin to having none at all.


The anxiety I feel,

is rivalled only by the depression that follows it,

borrowed from a friend

So their shoulders shouldn’t slump to the floor.

I feel like Atlas,

But I can’t just shrug this weight off of my back

That’s pressing my ribs into my lungs.
I’m stretching beyond my capacity,

But that next rung up the ladder of success

Seems to get farther and farther away

As if I’m falling away from it.


Nobody’s watching

But I can feel the vertical pupils in the eyes of my own pride

grinding into my back.

This pride that’s fed by others’ praise

And, when malnourished,

Starts to eat away at me.

I should be thankful that I’m proud,

But every time I lie awake at night,

Wondering if I should rip a knife down my forearms,

I can’t help but curse it for not being there when I need it,

Because I’m not going to end up at the top,

because if I do,

that would mean that I stepped on others’ faces to get up that next rung,

And that’s no win.


I should probably stop thinking about you.

About the feeling of you.

About the pain and remorse I feel every time I see your face.

About the things I thought were the right thing to do at the time,

But really turned me into a disgrace.


I should probably stop thinking about you, too.

The feeling of you.

About the pain and remorse I feel every time I see your face.

About the things that I wish I had done

But really would have made it more of a disgrace.


I should probably stop,

But what’s the point when,

Without either of you,

I wouldn’t be the person I am now?

And now,

If you knew what I had done,

I’d scare you.

The person I am:

timid, fat, tired, depressed, talented wonderboy;

I am the marks on my knuckles

The impacts on my gut

the instrument,

the tool of torture and the tool of love,

the scars,

the memories,

the overstretched arm,

the hatred,

the anger,

the remorse,

the love,

the victimizer and the victim.

Yet I don’t know who I am.

I know what I’ve done and what I want to do,

But all of this I can’t undo.


I look in the mirror

And don’t recognize the creature that looks back.

This creature that doesn’t trust.

This creature who’s been betrayed and has betrayed.

This creature who writes

And survives all the little that he goes through.

This creature.

I am ____
Yay! I felt inspired enough to write poetry!
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There's a hacker lurking around dA that will change your password and put Thomas the tank pics in your Sta.sh and post innapropriate pics on your account.


They will post bad pics only if they hack your account. If they found out you posted a journal entry about this warning, they will know what's up and they won't hack your account. They will also be posting journal entries saying things like "I hate you all! Go die!" and remove all your watchers. The best thing you could do now is copy this warning and post for all your friends and watchers to see and spread the word! The hacker will go around hacking accounts and block your friends to get your friends to block you back, get you in trouble, and get you banned from dA.

If you want to save your account, you should make a journal entry with this warning to keep the hacker from hacking your account. So, SPREAD THE WORD!
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Where is My Mind by The Pixies
  • Reading: The Road by Cormac McCarthy
  • Watching: your mom in the shower
  • Playing: Mount & Blade: Warband
  • Eating: ham sandwich
  • Drinking: milk

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:iconxxscarletrainxx:
xxScarletRainxx Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2015  Student General Artist
i miss you!!!
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:iconfredbearsfamilypizza:
fredbearsfamilypizza Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
How attractive you are:
[] Ew not really
[] Gross
[] Ugly
[] You're ok
[] Alright getting better
[x] Cute
[] Gorgeous/beautiful
[] Hot!!! B)
[] Perfect~ 
[] I honestly don't know what you look like! :I

What we'd look like in a picture:
[x] Normal
[] Holding hands
[x] Pulling faces
[] Couple poses

Where I'd get your named tattooed on me:

[] My wrist
[] My leg
[] My belly
[] My back
[] My neck
[] My foot
[] My ankle
(x)No where

What we'd do if we lived together:

[] Party, party, party!!!
[x] Eat ice cream for breakfast
[x] Have pillow fights
[] Go to the bedroom~ 
[] Have movie nights 
[] Cuddle and kiss~
[] Not live together in the first place...
[x] Do whatever you wanna do
[] Do stuff...

What I'd do if you snuck into my room at night:

[x] Scream!
[x] Tell you to get out
[] Grin mischievously
[] Watch movies with you
[] Let you stay the night 
[] Kiss/cuddle you
[] Blush
[x] Attack you (Maybe)

What I'd do to you in the rain:
[x] Push you into a puddle
[] Kiss you
[] Hold you close
[] Let you under my umbrella 
[] Give you my jacket 
[] Jump on your back
[] Run away
[x] Start to sing randomly
[] Dance with you

What I'd do if I saw you naked:
[] Walk out of the room scarred for life
[] Smirk and laugh
[] Take a picture 
[] Just stand there awkwardly
[x] Say, "What the hell?! Get some clothes on!"
[] Blush
[x] Walk out as if nothing happened B)
[] Scare you
[] Take your clothes 
[] I'd be petrified

What I'd do if we kissed:
[] Smile and blush
[x] Be surprised 
[] Push you away
[] Pull you closer
[] Bite your lip so you'd bleed 
[x] Wonder if we would kiss again
[] Slap yo' face!
[] Freak out, squeal and run around
[] Off to the bedroom~

You should...
[x] 1. Be my friend
[x] 2. Comment to my profile more
[] 3. Watch me
[] 4. Note me
[] 5. Put this as your journal so I can comment too
Reply
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JawaBoxerEOD Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
:iconrainbowbummiecakeplz::party: Happy Birthday!! :party::iconrainbowbummiecakeplz:
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watsisface Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks! Sorry I haven't been uploading a whole lot lately.
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:iconjawaboxereod:
JawaBoxerEOD Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome :) And hey neither have I :3 Been too busy with school and all that.
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watsisface Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Yup
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Serendiipitii Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the favorite (:
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watsisface Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome.
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Serendiipitii Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the watch! (:
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watsisface Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Ur welcome!
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